止まれ!

止まれ

You asked me to, and I did.

Strawberry Panic

Wheee rant time.

As we all know, our posting results our out (at least for my cohort) and many people have complained that it was unfair, myself included (What, the 32nd position in our class gets into 3E1, while I, the 14th position, gets into 3E4? Wat. Even more so when the 2nd position gets into 3E4 too.) and I heard many are going up to school to appeal.

Okay, one thing’s stupid. You can’t appeal upwards, only downwards. This either shows that my generation (or rather, their parents) is really THAT stupid, ignorant, or just plain kiasu. >_>

My good friend of mine, named S (for anonymity duhh xD), told me that she needed to go to school to appeal, because she got into 3E4 instead of 3E1, where she rightfully deserves a place in. She told me via sms that her parents asked her to appeal when I inferred that she was happy being in 3E4. I was well, appalled, apparently.

I mean, hello, your child is already at least happy, then why aren’t you? Or are you really that desperate for your child to get into a good stream, therefore landing her a bitchass job and so she can work her heart out to milk her job for all its money’s worth to feed you when you get old, only contributing to your fat ass? Seriously, SOME of parents are really fucktarded.

Yes, I’m insulting you, what the fuck can you do? Freedom of speech, you cunts. And yes I’m also ranting about your oh-so-good children who were obviously brainwashed by your worthless needs.

S said she disappointed her parents by getting into 3E4 (unfairly I might say, not totally her fault, so its mainly a misunderstanding by her delusional parents). I had only this to reply:

“Look, I believe that you should do things that you WANT to do and not what OTHERS want you to do. I mean, it’s your life. Take this analogy for an example, you want ice cream and you have the money to buy a serving. Then your mother says you can’t because she felt like it. Would you still buy the ice cream? AS HELL I WOULD. In your life, the only thing that matters is you. You are your own enemy. You are your own challenge. Screw other people. But wait, I’m not telling you to be self-centered, I’m just saying that you should do things because you, your mind, your body and your will wants to, not to be influenced by anybody’s opinions. Would you rather do something that would make you happy, or do something that will make you feel down and make another party happy? Believe me.”

(Thanks to Claire for giving me that mindset. Loves you! ^ w^ and partially to Green Day’s song, “Minority” and my awesome mind 8D)

S then said she wished she could have my optimistic spirit, because I said “Oh well, I got into 3E4. So? At least I got the subjects I wanted. At least I can do what I want when I grow up.” (And she remarked I sounded like GTY and SFD LOL)

All this started because of their parents’ want for them to earn money for themselves (as in their children) and *most importantly* for their *wonderful* parents. To be honest, I’d rather have a world where people are happy because they got what they wanted and deserved than a world where people kept trying to make other people happy, therefore influencing their choices and making themselves upset, causing a chain reaction that would make the whole world upset.

I’ve been wanting to rant about this topic for a while but time and time again I screwed it because it wasn’t worth it, but this was the last straw.

What happened to freedom of choice? I won’t be surprised if our world turns into a hybrid of North Korea and Somalia. Gosh.

/angry

Well, yeah. Got into 3E4. I am totally happy for myself, tbh, even though I didn’t get A Maths. :D

Ciaaooo.

Edit:

On the description of a group called “Fuck Islam” on facebook, this is written:

“As a secular group, we are interested in the truth. There is no excuse for hate speech on this site, and we are here to help Muslims leave their abusive false religion, not hinder them or oppose them. They are humans, with all the frailties and inclinations we all suffer through. This is not a group against Muslims, do not be dissuaded by the title.”

My version:

“As a secular person, I’m not interested in the truth. There is no excuse for hate speech on this site, but there’s something called “If you don’t got anything nice to say, shut the fuck up”, and I’m here to help you cunts accept the fact that your notion is abusive and false, not to bash your head in or kill your family. You are humans, but you don’t act like one, with all the delusions and self-righteousness in your hollow head. I am not a person against you, I’m a person who wants to end your existence. Do not be dissuaded by my face.”

KTHX. Fuck you, “Fuck Islam”.

The sadder I get.

What’s worse than waking up to finding that there’s no breakfast? Finding out that breakfast is a melon pan, those nice things BUT ONE THAT IS LEMON FLAVOURED WITH CHOCOLATE CHIPS.

Ew.

Hahah. 2009 (well, the school year at least) passed already.

It only seems like yesterday I was sitting in class with Yan Ru behind me, Izzati on my left, Chang Wei on my right, Mashita in front of me, Thomas diagonally left of me, Chester diagonally right of me and etc. Only like yesterday when I was still known as Lily (Hahaha! Zaza and Yanyan!), only like yesterday when Mr Wong left us, only like yesterday when we stepped into TPSS as a fresh Secondary 2 student.

I kinda regret not living it to the fullest but hey, with each end there’s a new beginning. Secondary 3 here I come! (That was so cheesy)

The class chalet’s coming up soon and I’m excited. I wanna go to the beaaaach but sadly it’s gonna be at Pasir Ris, the only water body near to us being Wild Wild Wet. Lol.

Anyway, been a long time since I did this. Yeah, the list of the first people that come to mind and what I wanna say to them.

Vivireche VIRASARI JAMILAWATY— *shot*:
.. um hi. I love you. XD. You’re so perfect and and so good to me I’ve been wondering why we don’t go out alot like what real best friends do. But heck, different people different perspectives, right? 8D You almost never get angry with me and when you’re only peeved with me you usually joke about it so that I’ll feel bad and then apologise, haha, even with that Niko episode. Hmm, I’m pretty sure I wrote one extra long note for you regarding what I think of you so this is probably redundant. XD Loves you ^ w^

Slashyykins:
Hiya bestie :D Hahaha. From insightful convos about social stereotypes and subcultures to innuendo to random and fun stuff, you’re a versatile person to know. Hahaha! Can never get bored with you around XD and remember that time you cheered me up at the staircase near your house? Yeah, thanks for that again. Haha. AND YES IM GETTING MY BIKE SOON, SO STOP BUGGING ME ABOUT IT. LOL.

Chesterrie<3:
AWESOME #2. HAHAHA. I know luh, I used to make fun of you but I've stopped now right? All for your sake leh. Besides, I didn't mean it :P You need to relax more luh. Every time so jin zhang. Actually no, I FORCE you to relax more, if not you'll die of stress overload one way or another. Heheh. You're a really good friend luh, always trying to make me laugh with the (admittedly, lame XD) jokes you tell. Haha. Loves youu so much. <3

IZZYOZZY/Zaza/IZZATI/IzzatiAzzizIzzyOzzyShizz:
8D AWESOMEEEEE #1! You're really really awesome, y'know. Always there for me and stuff haha. I'm so lucky to know you la, able to help me with all my emotional problems and discuss about random stuff haha. I enjoy your company very very much (: Don't stop being awesome kay? Bitch please.

Jo-sama:
HARHAR MY PARTNER IN CRIME IN THE ANTI-ANNE LEGION! HAHAHA! I love talking to you, I mean, its so cool 8D and because it's so fun doing that. Be it AAP, school, the government, anime or manga, you manage to make each convo entertaining. XDD Thanks! You're a great friend :D

Galvy/GALVATRON:
LMAO OHAY BANANA IN UR EAR. Mmyeah, known you for like wut, 8 awesome years? XD YOU KNOW I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO SAY TO YOU SO YEAH LOL.

Momma Claire:
MOMMA D: <3333 LOVES YOU <333 You're a fucking awesome friend, ya know that? You're always helping me no matter what, and you always make me do things that benefit me DD: PLUS you're awesome at making me laugh. FFSDGDJSK, I dunno what I would be if I never met you <33 Thanks, for everything, Momma Claire. ROPEDICK RAPE! ;D

Katiechu:
Ilu D: ffsdghk even though we've never met irl you're a ffssfjg awesome friend. We've randomed and crapped around and helped each other when we had problems. Yeah. You're a really really good friend <3 and ye, shutap u katiechu u.

Niko-niko bento:
We’ve had our fair share of PMSing with each other but that just makes our relationship stronger, right? Sorry for all those times I’ve been an asshole to you and stuff DD: Mmgh. I love what you got for me from HK btw so yeah. XDDD And thanks too, for those times you helped me in my time in need. I love you a lot <3 -hug-

Hmm… I can think of no one else, to be honest. XDDD AND! BEFORE I FORGET: AFIQ IS HOT OMG <333

Ciaossu. :3

Impulse

Today, I learned that even though the world is happy, there is always at least one person that’s down in the dumps.

Why must that person be you?

Cheer up. :)

Alice is dead

Because I love you all :)

Kimi=Hana – Pigstar

Romaji:
Sono te hanasanaide hanasanaide
Boku ga sobani iru kara
Donna toki demo waratte waratte
Hana wo sakasete yo

Kimi no daisukina hana ga saita yo
Chiisana toge no aru hana ga kesa saita yo
Sono toge de jibun wo mamoreru tsumori kana
Tsuyogatte bakari no hana kimi mitai dane

Yasashisa wo shiru hodo setsunaku narunda
Kimi ga nagashitekita namida no nukumori to shite kara

Kimi ni aitakute aitakute
Futari de ireba iru hodo samishikunaru nara
Samishiku nakunaru made te wo tsunagou
Sono te hanasanaide Hanasanaide
Boku ga sobani iru kara
Donna toki demo waratte waratte
Hana wo sakasete yo

Kimi ga dokka no hoshi ni hohoemi kakeru nara
Sora wo miageru dake de shiawase ni narunda

Nanigenai koto mo itoshiku omou no wa
Kimi to iu na no hana ga kono mune ni saita kara

Kimi ni aitakute aitakute
Futari de ireba iru hodo samishikunaru nara
Samishiku nakunaru made te wo tsunagou
Sono te hanasanaide Hanasanaide
Boku ga sobani iru yo
Donna toki demo waratte naite ageru kara
Sobani ite

Mizu wo agenakya karete shimau kara
Sonna toge ja nani mo mamorenai yo
Tsuyogatte bakari no hana nanda
Sono toge de kizutsukanai ne sonnani mou nakanaide

Sono te hanasanaiyo hanasanaiyo
Futari de ireba iru hodo samishiku naru nara
Samishiku nakunaru made te wo tsunagou
Chiisana sono toge de boku no te wo tatoe kizutsukete mo

Eng:
Don’t let go of that hand, don’t let go
Because I’m right next to you
No matter when, just laugh, laugh
And make the flowers bloom

The flower you love so much blossomed
The flower with small thorns blossomed, just this morning
I guess it means to protect itself with those thorns
It’s a flower that only acts strong, quite like you

The more I see of your kindness, the sadder I get
Ever since I realized it’s the warmth left by the tears you’ve shed

I want to see you, want to see you
If it’s lonelier the more we are together
Then let’s simply hold hands until it’s not lonely anymore
Don’t let go of that hand, don’t let go
Because I’m right next to you
No matter when, just laugh, laugh
And make the flowers bloom

If some distant star makes you smile
Then just looking at the sky makes me happy

The reason I now find the simplest things dear to me
Is because the flower known as you has blossomed in my heart

I want to see you, want to see you
If it’s lonelier the more we are together
Then let’s simply hold hands until it’s not lonely anymore
Don’t let go of that hand, don’t let go
I’m right next to you
No matter when, I’ll laugh and cry for you
So stay by my side

If it’s not watered, it’ll wither
With such small thorns, it’s impossible to protect anything
It really is just acting strong, the flower
Please don’t be hurt by those thorns, and don’t cry so

I won’t let go of that hand, I won’t let go
If it’s lonelier the more we are together
Then let’s simply hold hands until it’s not lonely anymore
Even if my hand is hurt by the small thorns.

As I walked through a novel;

Today was the last day that 2E5 ‘09 was 2E5 ‘09.

I originally planned to write thoughts, impressions and wishes for every individual but I decided to screw that; I’m too lazy and I’m a bitch like that :P

Today was rly boring, to be honest. The only ‘fun’ thing was Mr Neo’s farewell but I’m was nodding off during that and only sustained myself by playing with that clapper thing >_>

Fire drill was lame too. We ran to the field, baked ourselves in the sun and then got sent up to class again. Yay. But heck, if that can save us, then so be it. Aqmal asked Uncle Goh (aka TerYang korkor) where the fire was, and he replied “In our hearts”.

How cheesy. XD

After we got our report books back, TerYang korkor (*shot*) relayed his feelings for our class to us, from the deep recesses of his heart (Yay I’m being more cheesy). Kinda touched by that too though.

Soon as I got home I conked out on bed because I was really tired from the day before (sleeping at 2am anyone?) and then got woken up by Chester’s sms >> Then I couldn’t sleep from 3:00 – 3:45 before I knocked out again. I only distinctively remember dreaming about bananas and unicorns. Umwtf.

Excited for tomorrow :D Going to Nighto Safari desu ne with Vivi, Slashy, Chester, Niko, Galvin and Lays. Hahaha.

Umfghdkasjf. Ciao.

Junjou Romantica pwns your face and you know it ;)

Cagayake! Girls

Long time no post. Heheh.

Ever since the exams ended, I have loads of free time, tbh. I’ve been catching up on all my animes ever since then XD

List of animes I’ve watched
Cardcaptor Sakura (ever since I was young X3)
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle (>> um like i liked the manga better lol)
Ouran High School Host Club (Twincest o 3o)
Ghost Hunt (Like my fav :3)
Junjou Romantica (FFS EVERY TIME I WATCH IT I GET BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH)
Lucky Star (Tsukasa! <3)
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya (Itsuki and Yuki! <3 and this is the anime that made me formulate my own theory for time xD)
K-On! (omfgsafdlka)
Strawberry Panic! (like my first yuri ever o 3o)

Yey I has no life :P

And since I have nothing to do, I shall review (or rather talk LOL) one of my loved animes, K-On! XD

I gotta agree, “K-On is one of those animes you’ll end up watching after hearing everyone talking about it and see it being mentioned everywhere”.

Yes. I got sucked it too. I gave in once I realised that the girl on the right at my blog’s banner wasn’t anyone from Kanon (the anime I planned to watch before K-On!), but was instead Yui from K-On! So naturally I went to watch it, since it was made by KyoAni (lolyes I’m being bias here.. shut up)

The art is cool, I wanna draw in that style. It manages to vibrant too. :P And the opening theme, Cagayake! Girls, really gets tattooed on your brain after awhile, although I didn’t like the closing theme, Don’t Say Lazy, very much. Must be the fact that their dresses are e_e.

K-On! revolves around the lives of 4 girls (5 later on) in an high school forming a light music club to prevent it from being abolished due to the lack of members. The four girls are Yui, a really distracted but energetic and enthusiastic girl playing the guitar called “Giitah”, Ritsu, one that rivals Yui in enthusiasm and energy, who plays the drums, Mio, a determined member who is cool but is a scaredy-cat at the same time who plays the bass, and Tsumugi, an airheaded but filthy rich blonde girl playing the keyboard.

Then there’re the secondary characters, Ui, Yui’s younger sister, Nodoka, Yui’s childhood friend, Sawako-sensei, the light music club’s advisor cum alumni teacher and Asuza, the fifth girl in the light music club, playing another guitar.

Personally, I really like the anime. It’s fresh (although the overuse of anime character stereotypes, such as Mio being a moe character), has a cool concept and its hilarious at times. I enjoyed it initially, though, before it started going downhill somewhere in the middle, although it was still appealing to me. Heh.

My favourite character has got to be Yui, to be honest. I like her personality. She’s a muddlehead, spaces out and is easily distracted, and that’s her cute factor, though if you push her hard enough, she’ll do exceptionally well in whatever she focuses on, and that’s her cool factor. Plus, she’s cute. XD She has an awesome younger sister too, one that’s more mature than her. :P

Overall, I wouldn’t say this is an anime for anyone, only for those who are interested in this kind of thing. The animation was smooth and stuff, but I can’t help to say that this series has more potential. Can’t wait for a future season! XD

Ciao~~

Super Drive

Yep, the exams ended few days ago. The reason as to why I haven’t blogged is that I couldn’t be assed to, to be honest. XD Sorry :P

Anyway, we had no school for 2 days after the last exam, and now we have another 3 days of no school. Fuck me with a straw, why won’t you. It’s gonna get boring. >_> Not to mention the holidays are impending and I’m gonna suffer from another 2 months of boredom.

Tuesday to Thursday were three busy days. We had our art exam on Tuesday, and then after that Slashy came to my house to slack. We played Virtual DJ.

On Wednesday I went to his house. He lives in a ghetto. XD It was fun spending time at the playground area talking bout random crap, and playing Midnight Run II was awesome. (SEXE shop, anyone? XD)

Thursday was spent playing Halo 3 with Chester and my place. Basket I kept getting Plasma pistols from god knows where. >>

Yesterday was cool. Got our results back, and I got highest in English and Science. :P After school went straight to Slashy’s house for no reason. Guess I was bored XD Played random scary games with him, Darkness, Hotel 626 (that lame game), and stuff. Chester came and I grew bored. Resorted to watching Ghost Hunt lol.

After awhile we all went downstairs where I actually felt grateful that we were in a ‘ghetto’ because it was quite quiet. Walked around before Chester went home and Slashy and I bitched about people in our class. He bitched about me, I bitched about him >> Then after that I didn’t want to go home so ended up confiding in him about a lot of stuff and I found that he was way better than any counsellor XD Thanks Slashy :P

Ended up going home at 8+. When I got home I showered and got attacked by Nurina on MSN claiming that she wants to kill me because I said that the Science paper was ‘easy’ (it was Secondary 3 standard and a lot of people failed ._.). Then Ju Eun came in with Davin, then Lays, and we all flooded on facebook.

I conked out on my bed at 1am -.-, even though the night before was spent with me staring at the ceiling and only sleeping at 5AM and waking up at 5:30AM.

Then when I woke up I had this idea for a new story but FFFFFFF I forgot it :c

Meh. Ciao then e_e

EOY Results
English – 38/50 – A1
Chinese – Forgot liao la – WTF1
Maths – 53/100 – C6 (eee first C in my report book D: )
Science – 75/100 – A1
Geography – 42/55 – A1
History – 38/50 – A1
Literature – 54/100 – C6

Thats all I could remember >_>

If we can solve all the mysteries on Earth..

…we can go wherever we want.

Okay, after finding inappropriate sounding lyrics from the song Hare Hare Yukai, this was what ensued:

MARCish! says:
*i no
*my first impression: either puke or dug gold

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*dug gold lol
*scoop gold have anot

MARCish! says:
*…….

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*from the…………. river

MARCish! says:
*………
*………
*WHAT THE FUCK XDDDDD

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*river la siak
*random gedebak what

MARCish! says:
*oh ya slashy had this song “groove … something” i lold

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*LOL
*sexy feeling – thesex gods

MARCish! says:
*I WAS LIKE “LOL CLEVAGE”
*LOL

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*cheebye – the pie kias

MARCish! says:
*LOLOOLOLOLO
*FUCKING HELL XD

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*LOLWTF – the fucking hells

MARCish! says:
*LOLWTF
*FUCKING HELL XD
*STOPPIT LA
*LOLOLL

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*sexy feeling – marc and the hermaphrodites

MARCish! says:
*LOLOOLOL

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*HAHAHAHAHA

MARCish! says:
*STOPPIT XDDDD

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*yamete – the ukes and the semes
*bukkake – alvin and the jizzmonks

MARCish! says:
*LOLOLOLOL
*JIZZMONKS
*
WTF
*Let’s Ride Time! – The Horny TimeTravellers

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*tellolist – the teevees

MARCish! says:
*LOL
*vanilla – the ice cream man
*gackt: oi wtf DDD<

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*toyol – the pontianaks and the lanjiao

MARCish! says:
*LOL

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*inertia creeps – sexvoice

MARCish! says:
*Awh! – Cadmus

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*Boy – Marius

MARCish! says:
*LOL
*Boy or Girl ALSO CAN! – Illias

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*Alien also I will fuck – Cadmus

MARCish! says:
*LOL
*Victim – Leanne

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*Cool as Fuck – Lestat de Lct

MARCish! says:
*Hare Hare Yukai – Hirano Aya
Hairy Hairy Yucky – Cadmus Baptiste

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*LOLOL

MARCish! says:
*8D

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*fuck dis shit – chew tee hee

MARCish! says:
*LOLOLOL
*Wo pu ker yi chiang hua yu – Vivi

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*WO PU HUI

MARCish! says:
*ORH OK
*Wo pu hui chiang hua yu – Vivi Kasenda
*HOE SO FAT? – Ho So Fatt

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*LOLOLOL
*fuck h1n1 – tan ah choo

MARCish! says:
*LOLOLOLOL

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*XDDDDDD

MARCish! says:
*FUCK THIS
*I CHOKE ON WATER
*XDD

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*8DDDDDDD
*let my cake be cutted – cadmus and the knifes

MARCish! says:
*LOLOOOLOLOLOL
*UM

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*i cannot stop laffing

MARCish! says:
*Do You Know – The Satay Man DDD<

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*OI

MARCish! says:
*lame i know

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*i choked on my saliva

MARCish! says:
*LOL

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*on dat

MARCish! says:
*LOLOLOL

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*SO RANDOM LOR

MARCish! says:
*YALOR INORITE
*XDDD
*FUCK I PUBLISH THIS

retroelectric!Vivi says:
*ok
*OK
*CAN
*publish alle the names
*we came up with

Haruhiism

Kinda in an otaku-ish mood today, being the day the last of the more serious exams ending, never to be brought up once again until results day. ffff.

Yeah. A proper update once I feel like it e_e