Lol. I’m gigglesnorting at “I Lust You” by Neon Neon again. For this kind of song, the music makes me … -gigglesnort- ITS FUNNY LA GO LISTEN.

Alright, enough of the sobstories! Gone through a phase of my life and came out alive (at least I hope so) so yeah! I’m back to optimistic Marc!

-plants mushrooms in a corner-

Oh well. Except for the copious amount of anime I’ve watched (and more) including Tsubasa, Strawberry Panic!, Junjou Romantica, Ghost Hunt, Kuroshitsuji and soon to be Azumanga Daioh (LOL I’m late), the holidays have been pretty much mundane. If I cannot survive 2 days without school, 1 whole month will kill me twice.

Blah. Just drew chibi Zavius (OOC LOL), Zavier (D’awww) and Cadmus (FOR YOU VIVI 8D). Am planning to draw more ~_~

Mmkay more updates later~~~ School tomorrow! 8D Yaaay!

Ignorance isn't bliss.

May 30, 2009

It has always been my world…

My ignorant, carefree world.

I have been living in my own delusion, thinking that no one could enter it, and that I would always be by myself.

But now, the winds of reality has swept my world clean, a once-shining land, now barren.

Why?

You entered my personal space. You taught me reality. And now you leave me cold and shivering in the rain.

What am I supposed to do now?

It hurts. It hurts so much.

Sono te hanasanai de hanasanai de
Boku ga soba ni iru kara
Donna toki demo waratte waratte
Hana wo sakasete yo

Kimi no daisukina hana ga saita yo
Chiisana toge no aru hana ga kesa saita yo
Sono toge de jibun wo mamoreru tsumori ka na
Tsuyogatte bakari no hana kimi mitai da ne

Nagashisa wo shiru hodo setsunaku narunda
Kimi ga nagashitekita namida no nukumori to shitte kara

Kimi ni aitakute aitakute
Futari de ireba iru hodo sabishiku naru nara
Sabishikunaku naru made te wo tsunagou
Sono te hanasanai de hanasanai de
Boku ga soba ni iru kara
Donna toki demo waratte waratte
Hana wo sakasete yo

Kimi ga dokka no hoshi ni hohoemi kakeru nara
Sora wo miageru dake de shiawase ni narunda

Nanigenai koto mo itoshiku omou no ha
Kimi to iu na no hana ga kono mune ni saita kara

Kimi ni aitakute aitakute
Futari de ireba iru hodo sabishiku naru nara
Sabishikunaku naru made te wo tsunagou
Sono te hanasanai de hanasanai de
Boku ga soba ni iru kara
Donna toki demo waratte naite ageru kara
Soba ni ite

Mizu wo agenakya karete shimau kara
Sonna toge ja nani mo mamorenai yo
Tsuyogatte bakari no hana nanda
Sono toge de kizutsukanai de sonna ni mou nakanai de

Sono te hanasanai yo hanasanai yo
Futari de ireba iru hodo sabishiku naru nara
Sabishikunaku naru made te wo tsunagou
Chiisana sono toge de boku no te wo tatoe kizutsuketemo

君=花 Kimi=Hana – Pigstar
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Search for the translation. It’s how I feel right now.

No matter what happens, I’ll forgive you.

Edit @ 5:34 PM:

Ohai I is back from school. I went to school just to collect my report book. Gurh. Went there, saw Izzati, cringed again when GTY said my name in that gay intonation. The usual. I ALMOST GOT 5 As. ARGHHHHH.

First Semester Holistic Report Card (That’s what it said XDD)

English Language – B3 (Ahmahgad 0.6 more marks to A2)
Chinese – F9
Maths – E8
Science – A1
Geography – A1
History – A1
Literature – B4
DNT – B4
Art – A2
CME(lolwat) – B

I certainly did better than what I expected. Lulz.

It hurts.

For a new day

May 27, 2009

Whee. 1 more day to the holidays! YAAAAAY! /sarcasm

The holidays are going to be real boring.

Blargh. Been watching Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle, Kuroshitsuji, Ghost Hunt, Junjou Romantica, Strawberry Panic and rewatching Cardcaptor Sakura lately, because I’m bored. School’s been really mundane too. It’s like “hand in file this hand in file that watch movie this watch movie that”. Oh well.

Lol. Self-proclaimed male-male couple (not gay, but male-male XD) with Chester (lol more like he proclaimed it) but ya, we’re just playing X_X For example, he poked me today and I tickled him. Nothing but innocent fun right? Right?

>_> I should bring the memory card with my PSP games to school for my PSP. At least I can play Silent Hill Origins during recess or something.

BLARGH It’s been seriously mundane recently. Exams are over and shit. Blah. 

Oh wells. -sigh- (this post is disjointed and mismatched because I don’t feel like typing anything. Lulz.)

Oh well, back to Strawberry Panic. 

Sono te hanasanaide, hanasanaide..

Marc! says:
he’s a bot la

retroelectric!Vivi says:
ya

Quickbot says:
Gee.
I don’t know very many bot la.

Wheeeeeee. Boredom^10 is what I describe the weekend with so far.

And so, I shall do a tag!

Spell your name without the letter A:
Mrc! YAAAY!

How’s your love life?
Quite good actually. Got a wife, 2 kids. Yup yup. /sarcasm

When you’re at home alone, do you still close the bathroom door?
LIKE AHMAHGAD OF COURSE! YOU DUNNO WHEN REIKA WILL PEEP ON YOU D: /moresarcasm

Do you like your life right now?
Quite. It’s the weekend.

What was the last item you bought?
-tries to remember- AHA! KFC on Friday~

What was the last thing you drank?
Ice Lemon Tea

What plans do you have for tomorrow?
Go to school, rot in school, go home, rot at home.

What or who do you hate?
Ahh. Good one. Thank goodness it’s not love. Brace youselves.
1. Physics
2. Jonass Brothers
3. Miley Cyrus
4. Twilight (Come ON, Sparkling vampires? More like human who uses too much body glitter)
5. Poseurs
6. Homophobes
7. Thirst
8. FATS. Or more appropriately, LIPIDS.
9. George Bush
10. Stereotypes
11. Those shows like The Human Spirit and the like. I wanna live in my own ignorant carefree world D<
12. Economic meltdown
13. Stephenie ‘I can make sparkly vampires!’ Meyer
14. Hunger
15. My literature results
*list goes on again*

Where was the last place you fell asleep?
In my pants! room

Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
Vivi~

What is your favorite romance movie?
I don’t watch movies.

Do you forgive or forget?
Depends on the person

What are you thinking about right now?
>_> Restaurant City

Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Hmm..
retroelectric -vivi- says:
*ILU D<.

What are you currently doing?
Watching Tsubasa

What did you do today?
Live

What was the last thing you ate?
Stew

What are you listening to?
CPU

Who does it remind you of?
Bill Gates XD

What was the last movie you watched?
-blanksout-

What CD is in your stereo?
No stereo

What did you do last night?
Watch Kuroshitsuji and Tsubasa until 4am

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Loud duh

Are you a beach or a snowy mountain person?
Both! Beaches because of MARINE LIFE! And Snowy mountains because of SNOW!

What are you doing later?
Living

Do you like/love someone?
OF COURSE PEOPLE LIKE VIVI KNOW LA.

Have you ever been tied up?
…………………….
Yes.

Do you get distracted easily?
Nope. Not at al- ooh a butterfly~!

What would you change about your life right now?
Money, Economic Recession to go POOF!

Do you have a guy best friend?
Galvehh.

Who did you last hug and when?
My bolster XD

Do you live alone?
I wish.

Can you keep a secret?
Yes, yes I ca- EH YOU KNOW AH VIVI AH -shot-

What was the best year of your life?
2007. Best. Class. Ever.

P6E1 FOREVAH!

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a letter “D”?
D-yougottabekiddingme.

What about C?
C… wait a minute… C…

>///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////> la.

Do you have trust issues?
Yes.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Galvin o_o
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Mmk. Back to Kuroshitsuji, Tsubasa and Ghost Hunt! 8D

Yesterday, I went to the License 2 Play gaming and technology convention to represent my school in the SSBB Interschool Tournament.

I got 3rd. Not a great achievement but not so bad either.

I don’t see the need to blog about yesterday in any way, so….

I’m still disappointed with my Literature results. I am still berating myself for not studying well ._.

Gah. Look forward to a better tomorrow then.

Mid Year Results 2009
English – 66, B3, Highest in Class. (If I had just put in the part about the toothpaste in my summary I COULD HAVE SCORE HIGHER T_T)
MT – Not moderated yet
Maths – 36, E8, FAIL D< (…. I… commit suicide nao? O: )
Science – 78, A1, HIGHEST IN CLASS BABY! (>_> Coincidentally Chester also holds the title for highest in class, i.e. he has the same mark/grade as me. Mmkay congrats ah Chester)
Geography – 78, A1, 2nd Highest in Class (DAMNIT EVANGELINE BEAT ME D: )
History – 87, A1, 2nd Highest in Class (Ashiq beat me by one measly mark. -goes into denial-)
Literature – 58, C5.

Lit is the one I want to talk about.

As an aspiring writer, I wanted to take Lit as one of my subjects for the next year to well, push me (waitwhat) beyond my limits in the English language (yes I love English ._.) and stuff to help me with my ambition.

But when I received my results today I felt discouraged.

I am now reconsidering my choice to take Literature next year.

There’s nothing much to write on now, since … my life’s been generally mundane, so yeah.

Can’t wait for sleepover at Bry’s on Saturday~

Marc! says:
*i’m 100% bi, 30% homo and 70% hetero
*therefore
*albert einstein ate cookies
*8D my theory is win

I’m bored.

Red balloons

May 19, 2009

Blargh. Another 2 days with no school. Oh goodness. As if there haven’t been enough off-days of late.

Anyway, its kinda boring without school. :/

I’ve heard that the deviantART admins, $heidi and $spyed are visting Singapore for the deviantART World Tour. I wanna go for the dAmeet but sadly its on Thursday. I have band on Thursday. =.=

Well, more updates later (LOL)