Trisagion

Random stuff that pops into my mind!

#1:
My toothache has been hurting for the past 3 days and so much that it ain’t even funny any more. It’s annoying. Now I know how my sister felt when she had that major toothache few years back. But I wonder why I have a toothache in the first place, I mean, I practice perfect dental hygiene. WTF?

#2:
I remember that epic lulzy conversation I had with Vivi and Carolyn last night. XD And I got quoted by Carolyn.
“HAY THEYRE ONLY GAY IF I WANT THEM TO LOL” – Marc on his twin OCs, Zavius and Zavier Ciel.

#3:
Yes I’m still feeling ecstatic, and it seems I’m irritating people with my over-the-top bubbliness. XD Is bubbliness even a word? Anyway, you can’t stop meh! I’m feeling hyper! I LOVE YOU ALL

#4:
As to why I’m feeling happy its because I got through a very very verrrrryyy bad phase of my life concerning a situation I dub “The Dance of The Wanksta and That Uke Guy” (LOL). I got through because of awesome friends like Slashy and Izzati. You guys are seriously awesome, y’know. T uT’

#5:
Songs like Treasure, Kimi=Hana, HONEY? and those mushy mushy songs (well not really) are making me go blushy. FFFFFFFFFF-

#6:
I played The Simpson’s Game. OHSHI-

#7:
Meh. I wanna go play DMC4 nao. Bai.

Wrapped In Glory

Lmao.

Today I went to Poon’s house to do a project, but I only needed to be there by 2. So I slacked around my house while waiting for time to pass. When I like, finally got ready, it was already 1.45 LOL.

Anyway took the MRT to Simei and waited for him there. We walked to his house, and boyyy, was it huuuge. I’ma jealous. XD Oscar was supposed to come but he said he waited for 45 mins so he went home.

At his house we got ready our stuff but realised we couldn’t function without Oscar so we just wrote a script. Haha. My bag broke on the way there so Poon tried to fix it with duct tape but it still broke XD Haha.

I’m currently shivering in the aftermath of my heart exploding in joy. XD Personal reason though. Let’s just say I love someone very much. :)

The Ninth Circle

Wow. Haven’t updated this thing for a long time.

Anyway, I’m feeling miserable with a side of extra “Youfail”. I’m lethargic, still has homework, and that my cheekbone on the left side of my face has been hurting since God-knows-when its started to be irritating.

Well, the only thing that made me happy today was that when I was trying to get rid of an itch at the side of my neck using a metal ruler, Chester thought I was killing myself. He went all panicky and took to ruler away from me and said “walao don’t kill yourself can. I mean, who wants to kill themselves sia.” I smiled. Haha, don’t ask me why, it takes weird things to make me happy. I love you Chester XD

Okay that was … gay.

Anyway I feel miserable right now for no good reason (might be because I’m lethargic. Piffle) but yeah. Nothing much to update upon. Bai then.

Adagio for Strings

I’ve started using DMC4’s Mission Names as my titles because they’re awesome. Like “The Ninth Circle” and “La Vita Nuova”. Yes, I understand the french ones too. La Porte De L’Enfer means the Gates of Hell, La Vita Nuova means A New Life. See. :D

Today started out weird and.. well, kinda amusing, in my opinion.

I was almost late today D: Thanks to well, the stupid traffic jam, but today Mr Hafiz didn’t book anyone, according to what I saw. Haha.

So I was reading the newspaper during Reading Period when SFD pulled me out. At first I was like “ohshit did i do anything wrong” but apparently my form teacher, Uncle Goh, wanted to have a “In Conversation” with me. Haha, meaning that he wanted to know more about me by asking me questions that seem like it came from my own parents. XD

First of all he asked me how was the Sec 2 life, and compared to last year whether it was better or not. I got really tense and started blabbing about how Mr Hafiz doesn’t punish us anymore and all that. Somehow it drifted to education so I told him about the subject combinations I wanted, and where I wanted to go after Secondary school. Then we went on about my CCA and me being in TAF (I told him I didn’t have time to exercise during my free time because I said TAF was beneficial, and he went on saying “Aiya I know these kinda excuses la don’t need to fake with me” I laughed so hard.)

Then he asked me what my ambition was, and I said writer. He went all OwO and asked me what kind of writer I wanted to be. I said ‘horror’ but he heard ‘corror’ or something. Then I explained further and said “ghost stories” and he lit up and said “Wow, really?!” and then I told him why I liked horror (because I have a morbid fear of the supernatural and I love to scare myself). Then it somehow drifted to us talking about random horror movies LOL.

Hahaha, it wasn’t bad as I thought it would be. Awesome la. :D

Then the periods flew by. Hahaha. During Maths we had to separate some pasta, sesame seeds and red and green beans for our first lesson it Set Language and Notation (I think). I went to disturb Mr Chong, saying that it was actually his job to separate this, and it was given to him by his mother. He just wanted us to separate it for him and saying that it is Maths. I even went as far as to say “Aiya tomorrow sure he bring us beansprouts to pluck the roots la, and he sure say got maths thing inside one la.” Hahaha.

History was awesome! Ms Shanti seriously funny la deyh. :)

Then the day went on and on. Haha.

Anyway, as a last note, Chester, you still owe me a $1.80 bubble tea. I owe you a lollipop I sure buy the flavour you don’t like one la

Ciao. :D

Claire, my friend, says hi to you all. 8DDDDD She’s mah “THATS WHAT SHE SAID” partner in crime :eyes:

La Porte De L’Enfer

Boring weekend, I might say. -_-

After that whole fiasco of a bad day on Thursday I’ve been feeling pretty much “meh”.

And its making me feel good about myself that I’m helping Izzati with her problems, LOL.

Been playing DMC4 on Son of Sparda difficulty for the heck of it. Going through the missions slowly, 1 at a time. I would love to replay the whole thing on Human just to beat my rankings (Most of them A. I want my S!) and to rack up Red Orbs to spend on those lovely Green Stars and Blue Orb fragments.

I still don’t get how to combo. I mean, I can risk my fingers and thumbs by mashing the buttons to combo but apparently playing it on Automatic mode makes Nero a bitch by not fighting according to my commands, but I’m too much of a noob to play on Manual mode. Lol. Meh. I’ll see how it goes.

I’m totally obsessing over Dante lately. *_* He’s not like other Action-Adventure protagonists who are filled with emotions and angst and somberness (YES I’m looking at you Cloud Strife). He’s a freaking cockster, for lack of better terms. A joker, if you must. He can be serious at times but he’s plainly fun to be with (or in my perspective, play as. XD) and he’s full of energy dayum. Just radiating awesomeness. Plus he’s totally hot *_* I support DantexTrish FTW.

Alright, enough of me going on and on about DMC.

After that fiasco of a bad day on Thursday I’ve begun to think of that ‘good friend’ more and more. He doesn’t seem to be caring about my feelings but at the same time has that, concerned air about him, like he’s silently praying that I’m okay or summat. Could be my imagination though.

Not that I care. If he doesn’t care he ain’t worth being a friend.

Haha, kays. I bet you’re probably rotting of boredom by reading my entries right about now. So I shall stop. Bye, off to read more Harry Potter and do my homework.

When life gives you shit..

.. don’t do what anything asks you to and just try to forget about it -_-;;

I just had a really bad day. Pfshfshht.

First, I dragged myself to school with a 37.8 fever. I totally forgot everything I learned about Chinese and totally flunked my test, I almost got my head ripped off, wasted money on something that at the last minute was NOT needed, encountered some assholes and then we’re back to my fever.

I swear if I could kill myself now, I would. But sadly, my mum would freak out even if I held a knife that would not be used for food preparation purposes <_<

So I’m trying to cheer myself up by thinking of happy times but it would usually link back to what I’m experiencing now and push the knife even deeper inside. Damn. Then I’m trying to listen to Tsukiko Amano to cheer myself up but Koe keeps repeating (WTH. I JUST REALISED THE REPEAT BUTTON WAS ACTIVATED ON ITUNES #@$@). I’m also trying to vent off my anger by writing a random fic (no, not yaoi, don’t fret Glenn.) but I’ve decided it’s better if I wrote a blog post about it. Ffffft.

I’ve always had this fear of being left alone since young, since I had a few traumatising experiences (being locked in a big, empty room for 5 hours before anyone realised I was gone.. being trapped in an elevator alone… being locked in a storeroom.. the usual) and I’ve learnt today, in the most hurting, traumatising, kill-me-why-wont-you way today, that my fear has been realised. I got left alone to die in a corner (metaphorically) by my once good friend. Rant below.

Read if you want, ignore if you don’t. It’s gonna be hella long. I think. And it’s gonna contain alot of vulgarities.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust

I seriously feel like total crap right about now -_-;;

First, I come down with a stupid flu which will probably prohibit me from school, then I’m told that my part in my group’s Maths NPPA is more important than me being sick, and then I get shit on M–Fucking-S–N

Excuse me while I go drain myself of blood.

Thanks alot.

Red butterfly bites

Today is a sad day D:

Because our Maths teacher, Mr Wong, would be leaving our school. That’s like super quick la! It only feels like yesterday when we first got him as our Maths teacher, and now he’s gone to pursue other endeavours. Ah well, good things come to an end. Bye, Mr Wong! 2E5 will miss you :D

Because of him leaving, we got to take photos with him after Maths! Haha.

Anyway, I’m having a severe headache now. I should sleep, but I can’t. My air-con isn’t turned on. Haha.

I’m starting to adore my flour baby more and more. Haha. Her name’s Sae because I designed her after Sae Kurosawa herself, and Ms Idz called her a morbid baby, and that she reflects her father. LOL That means I’m morbid. Haha! When we were writing the poem in Lit just now, Ms Idz kept distracting me XD She went on about the word ‘awesome’, and because we were writing about the day Simon Martin’s dad walked out on his family, she went “You are made of awesome, the day you left was awesome. So awesome.” I was like “STOP DISTRACTING ME!!!” and stuff XD Haha, Ms Idz, YOU’RE MADE OF AWESOME! LOL

Well, nothing much to update on, I’m currently in the middle of writing a fic, lol. It will be titled “Red Butterfly Bites”. Don’t ask me why I chose that title, lawl.

Bye, Mr Wong! :D

Stickin’ to the floor

Gotta love that song. Stickin’ To The Floor – Arctic Monkeys.

So currently my room’s being remodeled and stuff, and I’m excited about the new location of my TV and Xbox 360. XD It’s gonna be next to my bed! I’ll post pictures once I get the chance :3

I’ve heard that Axis Powers Hetalia is popular, so I’m guess I should go read the manga/watch the anime. It kinda reminds me of my class’s situation right about now. Me and Slashy decided that we should be countries at war, so I’m Italy and he’s Greenland. It escalated to Wesley being Croatia, Davin being Russia, Ju Eun being Korea, Chester being Singapore, Samantha being Germany and De Wei (some dude from 2E4) being China.

Italy (me) and Greenland (Slashy) are currently allies, and we’re gonna go storm Croatia and kill all its hermaphrodites (no offence XD). After Croatia’s been ravaged and robbed of its double-sexness, we will finally fight in a war. Greenland’s Navy against Italy’s infantry. WAR IT SHALL BE!

While Russia, Korea, Singapore, Germany and China sitting there like stupid ducks.

Enough with the delusional babbles. I finally did my swimming test today, and I’m proud to say I passed! After everyone finished the test, we went to the 1.8m side of the deep pool for the first time! It was so damn shiok (pardon my Singlish) because Spencer asked us to touch the bottom of the pool using our stomachs. He pushed us down and I swear I almost jizzed LOL. Okay maybe not, but it was a wonderful experience. We swam the breadth of the 1.8m pool after that! Harh!

I look forward to the future swimming lessons because it’ll be full of fun :D

Alright, I’m tired but satisfied -w- Ciaossu.

Survive the horror

Well, there’s really really nothing much to update on.

I heard that the legendary drag queen bassist of Versailles, my pioneer Visual Kei band, just recently died. WTF, I still can’t believe it. Its even worse when MJ died. Huh. RIP Jasmine You, live forever. T_T

I’m getting more tanned by the day -_- Even my mum noticed, she insisted I bring sunscreen for swimming lessons. Lol.

I’m totally bored right now, ffff. Let’s talk about a random topic!

Like… Survival horror and why I like it!

I first got introduced to Survival Horror at the age of ten, when my friend Veronica lent me one of her Resident Evil novels. The picture on the novel looked like it came straight out of a game (it didn’t actually, but it looked 3D rendered). I inquired her about it and she said that Resident Evil was a game. I got interested in it as I asked more (what’s it about? who’s nemesis? you got the game? why is jill so hot?), so I researched it.

When I turned 12, it was our final year in QNPS. So at the last day of school (i.e. Prize Giving Day) we went to Veronica’s house to try my hand at Resident Evil (we meaning Galv and I). I started with Resident Evil 1. I got scared at the second corridoor -.- Then I went to Resident Evil CVX, and I did pretty well, only stopping at outside Alfred’s mansion. Then I went to RE3, and it was awesome. Jill. JILL. JILL IN A TUBE TOP AND MINI SKIRT. EW. I prefer her ‘determined cop’ look.

So yeah. I began to like Survival Horror. My father’s friend (who’s a self-proclaimed uncle of me lol) also played Resident Evil.

When I got my Wii the first game I bought was – yes – Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles and Resident Evil 4. I beat both of them already, and I’ve come to love them X3 My ‘uncle’ plays REUC and RE4 with me occasionally. Har. He also introduced me to Silent Hill, which I play on my PSP (Silent Hill Origins)

Then I delved deeper and deeper into the generally unknown genre, and before long Galv introduced me to Fatal Frame, and asked me to watch a walkthrough by clou8745. I did, but I got scared 5 minutes into the first part of the walkthrough (Angry Man, that creepy ass hidden ghost). That was mainly because of my morbid fear of ghosts and the supernatural.

I picked up the courage to watch the whole walkthrough, and I did. I found FF1’s story and ritual to be really interesting, and I began to research on the series more. I found out about Fatal Frame 2 (<3) and Fatal Frame 3 afterwards, and also found that Fatal Frame 4 would be on the Wii (but Nintendo, being an ass, refuses to release it in the US, therefore none in Singapore.)

Obsession you may call it, I still hold Fatal Frame dearly. And other Survival Horror games (Rule of Rose , and awesome game where in a world, kids ruled adults. Silent Hill, duh. Resident Evil, not so much anymore.)

And it was because of Fatal Frame I found out about an awesome J-Rock artist named TSUKIKO AMANO. <3 She sang the image songs for FF2, 3 and 4. Chou, Koe and ZERO no Choritsu respectively.

Survival Horror has been my drug ever since then. Heart attack-inducing horror mixed with adrenaline-pumping need for survival.. yeah. It wakes me up, y'know?

So yeah, that's why I love Survival Horror.